I kinda felt the panic I'll have to feel after tomorrow when I start fasting. So it freaked me out, like "how can i not eat?" and "what am i doing to myself?" But I feel fatter and fatter every damn day. So there wont be a choice to not eat, I just wont. And I'll drink water when my stomach hurts and exercise and blog or llok at thinspo when I'm dying to eat something. Or to go on a binge, but I won't let that happen. 1 more day.